What happened?

I just realized how frustrated I am with, I don't know, life? What happened to the days that I had nothing going on, the house was organized, clean, I had hours of playtime with Katelyn? I've been reading some blogs of moms who are doing all this cool stuff with their kids and it's all the stuff I want to be doing with MY kids, especially Katelyn. She's at a prime age to be soaking up EVERYTHING and what have I been doing? Cutting coupons, playing on the computer, eating b/c I'm bored. That's it...as of tonight..I'm limiting myself to the computer only twice a day...when Katelyn is off playing by herself and Chloe is napping, and then at night before bed. My kids are not going to be little forever and I'm going to regret spending my time doing pointless stuff someday. And I'm writing this on my blog b/c then I'm accountable for my actions. So that's it...tomorrow I will be the mom that I always envisioned myself to be!!